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Cancer/writing Journal #104

 I have entered The Window of Death.  Sounds momentous, ominous, doesn't it?  Especially with the caps and the definite article.    I use the term with some but not total irony.  When I was first diagnosed with stage four cancer that was of an aggressive nature ( 8 on the 10 point Gleason scale), I was told that I had three to seven years to live.  That was three years, one month ago.  Shortly after, I wrote the following poem:                                        Steaming Into Port    I see the ship up over the horizon  Its presence and position not obscured by fog.  Its progress imperceptible except that   After not watching, it’s bigger when I look back.   Not much question where it’s heading   It’s coming, straight line, right here.   The Good Ship Mortality.   It concentrat...